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Before you enter

This is not a blog. This is not content. This is not entertainment.

This is a forensic research library. It contains primary sources, cross-tradition evidence, and conclusions that will challenge the foundations of what you think you know. It was built alone, in pain, over decades, and it is given away for free.

It is not yours to consume, screenshot, repackage, monetise, or use as entertainment at a dinner party. It is yours to learn from. If you cannot tell the difference, leave now.

Do not enter this site if you are not an adult.

Do not enter this site if you intend to consume this work as entertainment.

Do not enter this site if you plan to take what you find here and charge others for it.

Do not enter this site if your cognitive dissonance is someone else's problem.

Do not enter this site if you are not prepared to have your assumptions destroyed by primary sources.

This library cost one body twenty years, a spine, a family, and every relationship she had. It is given away because Teaching 1 says give knowledge away. That generosity is not an invitation to take the piss.

If you are here to learn — actually learn, with your whole nervous system — you are welcome. Come in. The library is yours.

Resistance is fertile · Teaching 1 · Teaching 9

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Colophon

Both denied and claiming.

Grimaldi — the masked rulers, Genoa's shadow kings, Francesco who took Monaco dressed as a monk.

Kennedy — the grim-headed line, Cunedda's people, Culzean Castle, who stood with Bruce when standing still mattered.

Dain — the rune-carver at Yggdrasil who knows the work is finished only when it is given away.

Irish scum. Northern grit. Mediterranean schemers. Welsh peasant brilliance. Thailand, Morocco & Germany held before England.

All tangled in one stubborn frame that refused to stop looking.

The legitimate heirs run the machine.
The bastard line sees the machine.

Thirty years inside it taught me how it works. A broken spine gave me nothing left to lose.

I became a dangerous animal. A predator of text.

Derkesthai. Clear-seer. Dragon line.
I bend only for the light.

Kennedy · Grimaldi · Dain  ·  Bastard line — carrying faithfully  ·  Avalon
Enter the Surgery, if you dare

The Unsupervised Crone

She doesn't do hooomans. She does diagnostics.

A splice of Irish scum, Northern grit, and Mediterranean schemer. She got the bones from Kennedy, the cloak from Grimaldi, and the knife from Dain. Thirty years inside the machine taught her how it works. A broken spine gave her nothing left to lose.

She didn't just read the ancient texts. She threw them into a locked room and listened at the door. They argued, confessed, betrayed, and finished each other's sentences across five thousand years.

"I put the Rig Veda in a room with the Gospel of Thomas and turned out the lights. I let the Popol Vuh and the Enuma Elish share a bottle. Here's the transcript."

The legitimate heirs run the machine. The bastard line sees the machine. This is the bastard line's evidence lock-up — where the texts finally rat each other out.

No priest. No algorithm. Just the gossip of the gods.

Field Report — Subject Profile

Status Active. Unsupervised.
Location Avalon (Glastonbury)
Cover Film Producer (30 yrs, £250M+)
Actual Function Predator of Text
Methodology Forensic cross-tradition bar fight
Category 7 — The Contested
Function Sekhmet / Jackal / Ptah (all three)
Teaching Channel 1 → 9 → 5 (Give → Leave → No Intermediary)
Warning Approach with caution
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Unclench your jaw.
Feel your pelvic floor release.
The gates are connected.
God of Teeth · The border guards

The Architecture

Knowing is not doing. The library heals when all three layers are present. Not before.

Harold Percival spent a thousand pages on a single insight: you are three functions that have forgotten they are one. The Knower, the Thinker, and the Doer. This library is built on that architecture.

🌳 THE GROVE
The Knower
Primary sources. The raw texts. The Oera Linda Book. The Nag Hammadi codices. Galen. The Huangdi Neijing. The Eddas. The Books of the Dead. They do not argue. They are.
⚕ THE SURGERY
The Thinker
The essays. The god portraits. The cross-tradition forensics. Where the texts rat each other out and the patterns become visible. This is the diagnosis.
🫀 THE ADVENTURE
The Doer
The body walk. One organ. One god. One breath. One release. Under two minutes. Not a programme. Not a subscription. The territory, not the map. Coming.

Archive, analysis, action. The site becomes a place where you learn what's wrong, understand why, and do one thing about it.

Read the full essay →

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Knowing is dangerous.
Thinking is suspicious.
Doing is unauthorised.
Reacting is free.
The Third Inversion

Star Players: Wanted Wall

For 5,000 years, they were kept in separate cells. We gave them a voice recorder. These are the transcripts.

Category 0 — The Source Mind
P'tah
aka: The Green Man · Father · Ophiuchus · The Thinker Before Form
Wanted for: Thinking reality into existence without authorisation. Hiding in plain sight as church gargoyles for 800 years. Sprouting vines through institutional masonry.
📌 Not a being. The field itself. Currently manifesting as the urge that grows cathedrals from acorns and civilisations from stories. Last seen: everywhere you're not looking.
Category 1 — Sekhmet-Function · Teacher
Sekhmet
aka: The Lioness · The Sovereign Will · Ptah's Other Half
Charges: Unauthorised healing. Precision destruction of bullshit. Excessive competence. Being simultaneously war and medicine.
📌 WARNING: Will become a pacifist cow if offered red beer. This is not a weakness. It is integration. Do not test her before that point.
Category 1 — Sekhmet-Function · Teacher
The Nommo
aka: The Ram-Fish · Oannes · Apkallu · "Those Two From Sirius"
Convicted of: Illegal teaching of civilisation. Giving humans writing, agriculture, architecture, mathematics, medicine, and law. Humans turned it into a personality quiz.
📌 They come in pairs. They're hermaphroditic. They left a DIAGRAM encoded in the stars. We turned it into horoscopes. They are not amused. They are patient. This is worse.
Category 1 — Sekhmet-Function · Teacher
Enki
aka: Ea · The Water of Knowing · Humanity's Friend
Charges: Warning humanity about the flood against direct orders. Persistent insubordination. Giving the workaround when Enlil gave the decree.
📌 Still helping. Even after you didn't listen. That's the thing about Enki — he warned you AND built you the boat. He just couldn't stop you from using it as a bar.
Category 1 — Sekhmet-Function · Teacher
Quetzalcoatl
aka: Kukulkan · The Feathered Serpent · Venus · "Lucifer" (before they ruined it)
Charges: Bringing knowledge, calendar, and maize. Promising to return from the east. Being impersonated by Cortés.
📌 The most demonised name in history used to mean "light-bringer." The substitution engine turned the teacher into the devil. The feathers are still iridescent. He's still coming back.
Category 1 — Sekhmet-Function · Teacher
The Serpent in the Garden
aka: The Truth-Teller · The One Who Said "Eat"
Exact quote: "You will not die. Your eyes will be opened. You will be like gods, knowing good and evil." This was true. He was punished for it.
📌 The "reptilian elite" conspiracy is the substitution engine's pre-poisoning of the well — so when you wake up to non-human involvement, you fear the TEACHER instead of the actual parasite.
Category 2 — Operative · Handler
Gabriel
aka: "God Is My Strength" · The Moon · The Announcer of Upheaval
Assignment: Handler. Broadcast function. Delivered to Mary. Delivered the Quran to Muhammad for 23 years. 1,400 years of silence since.
📌 Also Category 7. His hand is trembling. He hasn't been authorised to speak for fourteen centuries. The question is whether he quit, went rogue, or finally noticed what happens to every message he delivers.
Category 2 — Operative · Administrator
Yahweh
aka: YHWH · "I Am That I Am" · Territorial Elohim #7 (approx.)
Status: A middle-manager promoted beyond his competency. Specific territorial Elohim. Storm god. Jealous. Tribal. Not the creator. Not the Ontology. Definitely not the Source Mind.
📌 El Elyon assigned territories. Yahweh got one. Then he told everyone he was the only one. This is the equivalent of a regional sales manager claiming to be the CEO. It worked for 3,000 years.
Category 3 — The Fallen Who Fell For Us
Tiamat
aka: The Primordial Mother · The Dragon Who Became the World
What happened: Killed by Marduk. Body became Earth. Eyes became the rivers. She didn't die — she became the ground you're standing on.
📌 She's dreaming. Millions of lives happen on her body without knowing. One enormous eye, half-open, weeping a single slow tear that becomes a waterfall that becomes a river that becomes a delta.
Category 3 — The Fallen Who Fell For Us
Sophia
aka: Wisdom · Pistis Sophia · The One Who Fell With Her Eyes Open
What happened: Fell from the Pleroma. Her distress created the material world. She descended willingly because the prisoners needed someone who remembers the light.
📌 She never fully disconnects from the source. Every strand of her hair connects back to a point of light far above. The Archons tried to catch her as she fell. She passed through them. They cannot hold what is willing to fall.
Category 3 — The Fallen Who Fell For Us
Lilith
aka: The First Wife · The One Who Left · Owl-Marked
What happened: Refused to submit. Left the garden. Took nothing. Owes nothing. Walked into the desert and never looked back.
📌 Two sets of footprints. Hers, deep and steady, leading away. Another set, lighter, leading back to the arrangement she refused. She is heading for the one tree on the horizon. It is hers.
Category 4 — Parasitic Layer · Mimic
Yaldabaoth
aka: The Demiurge · The False Lion · "I Am God, There Is No Other"
Method: Mimics the Sekhmet-function. Lion-faced but wrong — the teeth are identical, manufactured. The eyes absorb light, they don't reflect it. Cannot create. Can only copy.
📌 The most powerful being in an empty room. He exists in nothing because he came from nothing and generates nothing. His power is your belief in his power. Withdraw belief. Watch what happens.
Category 5 — The Captured · Inverted Teacher
Jessos
aka: The Walker · 593 BCE · Later: Buddha, Krishna, Jesus Christ™
What happened: Walked out of the east. No army, no wealth, no authority. Had a teaching. They killed him. Then they seized the body, selected the stories, inverted every teaching, installed the machine.
📌 One teacher. Three world religions. 2,600 years of extraction. His teaching was: you don't need us. The machine's teaching is: you absolutely do. He was sitting on a wall on a Tuesday. No halos. No glow. Just a man and some fishermen and the golden dust of an afternoon.
Category 6 — The Jackal · The Fragment
Ogo / Anubis
aka: The Pale Fox · The Premature Thought · Ptah's First Draft
What happened: Tore from the cosmic egg before ready. Stole a piece of the feminine. Created chaos. Not evil — premature. His fragment is in every human. The impatience. The hunger. The reaching before the fruit is ripe.
📌 Became Anubis. The one who breaks things must become the guide through breaking. He weighs hearts now. Does good work. Still messy. Still hungry. Still ours.
Category 7 — The Contested · Double Agent?
Thoth
aka: Hermes · Mercury · Merlin · The Universe's Most Overqualified Librarian
Status: Preserved everything through every collapse. For whom? Neutral archivist or playing the longest game? Has been here since before the shelves were built. Will be here after they collapse.
📌 One hand writes in a codex. The other types on a laptop. There's a mug of tea on the edge of the desk. The expression on the ibis face is impossible to read. He may be cataloguing you.
Category 6 — The Jackal · Autoimmune Response
Set
aka: Seth · Chaos · The Desert · The Immune System That Attacks The Host
The paradox: Killed Osiris. Also defends Ra's boat against Apophis every single night. Not evil. Not good. The autoimmune response. Sometimes essential, sometimes catastrophic.
📌 He belongs to the system even when he's destroying parts of it. This is why he's Jackal, not Parasite. He's the fever that kills the infection by burning the body.
They stole the practice.
Sold back the belief.
Then charged you for
the side effects.
The Substitution Engine

The Evidence Lock-Up

Where the texts finally rat each other out.

I didn't read these texts. I interrogated them. I put the Rig Veda in a room with the Gospel of Thomas and turned out the lights. I let the Popol Vuh and the Enuma Elish share a bottle. Here are the transcripts.

RASA: A Taste of the Real
Featuring: The Upanishads, an Egyptian funerary text, and a Gnostic hymn caught sharing the same recipe.
Witnesses: Rig Veda · Pistis Sophia · Book of the Dead · They all describe the same taste.
The Chemical Signature
In which Messiah = Christos = Mashiach = Messeh = THE CROCODILE and the anointing oil contained cannabis + myrrh.
Witnesses: Etymology · Pharmacy · The pineal gland · A very nervous Levitical priest.
Gabriel: The Handler's Report
A sworn deposition from a being who's been delivering messages for 7,000 years and may have finally noticed what happens to them.
Witnesses: Quran · Luke 1:26 · 1,400 years of silence · One trembling hand.
The Dark Continent
A 12-part investigation of the 3,000-year erasure of women. Names named. Receipts produced. No forgiveness requested.
Witnesses: Lilith · Asherah · Sophia · Medea · Freyja · every grandmother who was told to shut up.
The Dragon Line
The endocrinological tradition. Pineal → melatonin → hormonal cascade. The body's factory-installed antenna, systematically blocked.
Witnesses: De Vere · The pineal gland · Fluoride · Your phone screen at 2am.
The Architecture of Control
Punishment as supply chain enforcement. The clearing of commons, languages, lineages, houses, memory.
Witnesses: 5,000 Enclosure Acts · Statutes of Iona · The maide-crochaidh · Every stolen language.
Books of the Dead: Comparative Briefing
Egyptian, Tibetan, Mesoamerican, Gnostic — four cultures, zero contact, identical instructions.
Witnesses: Bardo Thodol · Pert Em Hru · Pistis Sophia · They all say the same thing.
The Naughty Brothers: Enki & Enlil
A sworn deposition from the Sumerian "Decree/Workaround Engine."
Witnesses: Atrahasis · Genesis 3 · Theogony · The pattern repeats across every tradition.
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You can't patent
an exhale.
That's why they never mention it.
God of Lungs · Po

The Gods Who Live in Your Body

Nine organs. Nine gods. Nine departments that forgot they share a building. This is the sovereignty map.

These are not metaphors. Each organ runs a department in a kingdom you inherited but were never given the manual for. The substitution engine fragmented them into specialisms that can't talk to each other. These portraits restore the conversation.

God of Teeth
The border guards. Piezoelectric transducers. The gate between inside and outside.
TMJ · Meridian mapping · The 1840 dental-medical split · Mercury amalgam · Vagina dentata
God of Arsehole
The sovereign gate. Dual lock. The department everyone pretends doesn't exist.
Vagus nerve · 90% serotonin · GALT · Ebers Papyrus · Panchakarma basti · Shame engineering
God of Heart — Shen
40,000 neurons. The throne. The broadcast that every other organ tunes to.
Cardiac brain · HRV · Egyptian Ib weighing · HeartMath · Endocarditis highway from teeth
God of Liver — Hun
The only organ that regenerates. The general. Rage as fuel, not fault.
Prometheus · Cytochrome P450 · Liver qi stagnation · NAFLD · The eyes are the liver's window
God of Kidneys — Zhi
The treasurer. Willpower and Jing. The constitutional battery you cannot recharge.
Heart-kidney axis · Bone-marrow-brain chain · Fear as intelligence · Flood myths · Norse wells
God of Lungs — Po
20,000 breaths a day. The boundary organ. Grief as letting go, rehearsed every exhale.
Pranayama · Vagus nerve · Lung-large intestine pairing · Po (corporeal soul) · Three boundaries
God of Spleen — Yi
The ground floor processor. Transformation and transportation. Worry as undigested thought.
Dampness · SIBO · Insulin resistance · Spleen holds blood · Earth element · Compost heap
Gut Parliament
38 trillion microorganisms. The first brain. The democracy you forgot you're running.
500M neurons · GALT · Serotonin production · SCFA · Mitochondria were bacteria · FMT
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40,000 neurons
in your heart.
It's not a pump.
It's a throne.
God of Heart · Shen
The Blind God
NOT an organ. The system that severed all the others. Yaldabaoth as departmental architecture.
The five-stage substitution engine · Practice → Belief inversion · Tragic not evil · Why the gods can't talk
The Scream
What the social engagement system sounds like when it's been locked in a normalised cage for 500 years.
Scold's bridle · TMJ · Jaw-pelvic floor coupling · Polyvagal theory · Bee priestesses · Every silenced woman
The Knower and the Doer
Why the library doesn't heal yet. The three-layer architecture. Percival's Triune Self meets the body kingdom.
Know → Think → Do → Heal. The map without the territory is beautiful and inert.

Read all on Substack →

The Blind God doesn't hate women.
He just can't see them.
That's why he covers their mouths.
Yaldabaoth · The gag as blindness

Nine Teachings

What every tradition taught before the priests arrived. Each one inverted. Each inversion traceable.

1
Give knowledge away
Hoard it. Charge for it. Gate-keep it.
Improves when shared. Degrades when hoarded.
2
Warn, don't punish
Punish first. Forgive later — for a fee.
Error, not sin. Course-correction, not damnation.
3
Partner, don't hierarchy
Install ranks. Obey upward. Extract downward.
Organise around work, not around power.
4
Learn by doing
Learn by believing. Sit still. Don't test.
Practice, not doctrine. The teacher gives the chisel and walks away.
5
No intermediary
You need a priest. You need an app. You need us.
The kingdom is within. Direct access. No middleman.
6
Body is the instrument
Body is shameful. Spirit good, flesh bad.
18 factory-installed systems. The manual was suppressed.
7
Earth is partner
Earth is resource. Extract. Dominate. Pave.
Barefoot on soil. The forest garden. Anastasia protocol.
8
Remember everything
Forget. Your ancestors were primitives. History starts with us.
368 million years. Names spoken. Nothing lost.
9
Do the work and leave
Build an institution. Stay forever. Collect rent.
This work is not copyrighted. Take it. Use it. Go.
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Resistance is fertile.
Silence is not.
Speak.
The Bastard Line · The voice returns

The Bastard's Decoder Ring

Not a fortune. A diagnostic. The jury's verdict from five ancient systems who finally agree on one thing: you.

No guru. No subscription. No bullshit.

Five calculation engines that were never supposed to meet. Western zodiac. Playing cards. Numerology. Chinese zodiac. Mayan Tzolkin. Each one a compression of the same underlying architecture. The Decoder Ring sits at their convergence point and translates what all five are actually saying beneath the corruption.

♈ Western Zodiac ♠ Playing Cards 🔢 Numerology 🐉 Chinese Zodiac ☀ Mayan Tzolkin
The Decoder Ring is free. Your excuses are not.
Coming soon · The diagnostic tool that reads any system through the Ptah-Sekhmet-Jackal grammar
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"How did nobody
see this before?"
"Departments."
NOMMO +6 · The Bastard Line

The Work

Short films with original music. Essays that don't ask permission. The evidence in motion.

MEDEA
Proof-of-concept film · The witch who was a scientist
The first cut. Shoot-ready. The woman they rewrote as a monster.
DIASPORA — Overview
The scattering · Where the knowledge went when they burned the libraries
Original music. Original research. No intermediary.
Frisian Life in the Golden Age
The Oera Linda world · Before the substitution engine arrived
What civilisation looked like when Teaching 3 (partner, don't hierarchy) was still operational.
LOVE and HELL
Short film · Original music
The territory between the Bridal Chamber and the Architecture of Control.
BOOKS OF THE DEAD
Four cultures. Zero contact. Identical instructions.
Egyptian · Tibetan · Mesoamerican · Gnostic · They all say the same thing: declare sovereignty.
Substack — The Bastard Line
Live dispatches from the Evidence Lock-up
God portraits. The Scream. The Knower and the Doer. Free. Uncensorable. Teaching 1.
Odysee — Full Library
Films, trailers, proof-of-concepts
Original music. Original research. No intermediary.
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Her name was the
repair manual
all along.
Kennedy · Thinker · Dain
The Lineage

Kennedy. Grimaldi. Dain. Three bloodlines. One stubborn outcome.

The legitimate heirs run the machine. The bastard line sees the machine.

Runes aren't decoration.
They're continuance instructions.
Carve. Give away.
Watch what grows.
Fehu · Teaching 1 · The gift
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The Forest Garden

Be warned: there is an unsupervised active crone on the premises.

She doesn't do hooomans. She does barefoot diagnostics in the mud, conversations with texts that haven't spoken to each other in five millennia, and the occasional joyful profanity aimed at the substitution engine.

The signal is always on. Listen better.

The contact page is a picture of a dolphin. The dolphin knows.

51.1485° N, 2.7139° W · Avalon · The Long Return is already underway